Bir sabah uyan\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z ki, odan\u0131zda yer g\u00f6k apayd\u0131nl\u0131k mavi… T\u00fcl perdenin ard\u0131ndan giren g\u00fcne\u015fin huzmeli par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 duvar\u0131n aynas\u0131ndan tavana yans\u0131m\u0131\u015f, bah\u00e7enizde aniden \u00e7o\u011falm\u0131\u015f bahar dallar\u0131n\u0131n sallant\u0131s\u0131 duvarlar\u0131n\u0131za vurmu\u015f, \u0131l\u0131k esen r\u00fczg\u00e2r c\u0131v\u0131lda\u015fan ku\u015flarla bahar\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yor odan\u0131za. Ve anlars\u0131n\u0131z ki; o dayan\u0131lmaz \u00f6zlem bitmi\u015f ve de yine anlars\u0131n\u0131z ki; bahar, \u00e7ocuk \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131yla i\u00e7inize dolu\u015fmakta\u2026<\/p>\n

\u015e\u00f6yle bir gerinir, do\u011frulur da kalkars\u0131n\u0131z yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131zdan. Derken birden, ayn\u0131 sabahtaki bir ba\u015fka g\u00fczelli\u011fi daha farkedersiniz ve de bug\u00fcn\u00fcn tatil sabah\u0131 oldu\u011funu da hat\u0131rlaman\u0131zdaki sevin\u00e7 sarar her yan\u0131n\u0131z\u0131,\u00a0 en b\u00fcy\u00fck manolya a\u011fac\u0131ndan daha b\u00fcy\u00fck\u2026 Duvardaki \u201cSaatli Maarif Takvimi\u201dnin \u00fcst yapra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u201cNisan 21, 1968 Pazar\u201d yapar, y\u00fcr\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz cumbaya ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa do\u011fru. \u00d6nce sevinirsiniz bahar\u0131n i\u00e7inize de geldi\u011fine, sonra da dayanamaz ko\u015fars\u0131n\u0131z pencereye, yok yine de olmad\u0131; a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kap\u0131dan \u00f6n bah\u00e7enize…<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte, b\u00fcy\u00fck ve geni\u015f olan bah\u00e7enizde, baharlar aras\u0131nda, adeta bamba\u015fka bir boyuttas\u0131n\u0131zd\u0131r art\u0131k. Ve de g\u00f6rmektesinizdir ki; g\u00fcller k\u0131z\u0131l\u0131ms\u0131 yapraklanmada, ortancalar u\u00e7 vermede, menek\u015feler morlanmada, papatyalarsa papatyalanmada\u2026 Bir uyan\u0131\u015f, bir yenileni\u015ftir ki bu, adeta yery\u00fcz\u00fc ile cennet dengelenmekte.<\/p>\n

Kahvalt\u0131n\u0131zda bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131za d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlenen lokmalar, kendinizi bir an evvel d\u0131\u015far\u0131daki bahara atmadaki aceleci\u011finize kar\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Kad\u0131k\u00f6y yakas\u0131n\u0131n sayfiyeli\u011finden esen \u0131l\u0131k r\u00fczg\u00e2rla birlikte tramvay dura\u011f\u0131na kadar gelmi\u015f ve de i\u015fte d\u0131\u015far\u0131das\u0131n\u0131zd\u0131r art\u0131k\u2026 \u00d6n\u00fcn\u00fczde \u00f6nce koskoca bir g\u00fcn, sonra da;\u00a0 Moda\u2019da Bomonti\u2019de \u00e7ayla po\u011fa\u00e7an\u0131n, Kalam\u0131\u015f\u2019ta K\u00f6hne\u2019de al\u0131nacak bir tatl\u0131 huzurun,\u00a0\u00a0 Fenerbah\u00e7esi\u2019nde o a\u011fac\u0131n alt\u0131\u2019nda yarin kula\u011f\u0131na f\u0131s\u0131ldanacak en b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u015fk\u0131n ve Ba\u011fdat Yolu\u2019nda da k\u00f6\u015fkler ve bah\u00e7eleri \u00f6n\u00fcnde yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z faytonlu piyasa\u2019n\u0131n keyfi co\u015fmaktad\u0131r art\u0131k i\u00e7inizde. Akl\u0131n\u0131zda ise \u00c7aml\u0131ca\u2019da toplayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z k\u0131r \u00e7i\u00e7eklerinden, yarin sa\u00e7lar\u0131na takaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ta\u00e7 yapraklar\u2026<\/p>\n

Moda\u2019da soylu erguvanlar\u0131n tomurcuklan\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u015fahit yaz\u0131l\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, \u00fcstelik birka\u00e7 g\u00fcne kalmaz \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri ile bulu\u015faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n da itiraf\u0131 ile. Ba\u011fdat Yolu\u2019nda samanyolu\u2019nu yakalars\u0131n\u0131z, kucaklar\u0131n\u0131zda umut, ruhunuzda \u0131hlamur a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n kokular\u0131 ile. Fenerbah\u00e7esi\u2019nde ise, akasyalar\u0131n \u00e7i\u00e7eklendi\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcp dayanamazs\u0131n\u0131z da \u00e7\u00f6kersiniz akasyan\u0131n alt\u0131na,\u00a0 saatlerce seyredersiniz onu.\u00a0 Ulu tanr\u0131m!.. Bu ne sallan\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u2026 O ne nazd\u0131r\u2026 O ne i\u015fvedir\u2026 Akasyaya da a\u015f\u0131k olunur muymu\u015f?.. Oluverirsiniz i\u015fte… \u0130\u015fte o an,\u00a0 ya yeni a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n co\u015fkusu sarar i\u00e7inizi, ya da eski sevgilinizi hat\u0131rlars\u0131n\u0131z da, Atilla \u0130lhan\u2019\u0131n \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc \u015eahs\u0131n \u015eiiri\u2019ndeki m\u0131sralar\u0131 yuvarlan\u0131verir apans\u0131z dilinizin ucundan; \u201cG\u00f6zlerin g\u00f6zlerime de\u011fdi\u011fi an,\u00a0 Felaketim olurdu, a\u011flard\u0131m\u201d<\/em> diye ba\u015flayan ve s\u00fcren de giden\u2026<\/p>\n

Evet\u2026 Hen\u00fcz do\u011fal ve k\u00fclt\u00fcrel yap\u0131s\u0131 bozulmam\u0131\u015f \u0130stanbul\u2019da, bir zamanlar ilkbahar\u0131n ayr\u0131 bir yeri, ayr\u0131 bir romantizmi vard\u0131. \u201cNevbahar\u201d\u0131n bademlere \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7t\u0131rmas\u0131, in\u00adsanlar\u0131 do\u011faya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r, \u00c7atal\u00e7e\u015fme, Suadiye, Dalyan ya da Kalam\u0131\u015f\u2019tan kiralanacak o g\u00fczelim sandal sefalar\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130stanbul\u2019lu adeta k\u0131rlara ta\u015f\u0131narak \u00e7emenzara ne\u015fe sa\u00e7ar, ozanlar\u0131 ise a\u015fka gelip k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da kaleme sar\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130\u015fte o ozanlard\u0131r ki k\u0131\u015f yaz demeden hep d\u00fc\u015flerindeki bahar\u0131 yazar, s\u00f6ze ba\u00adharla ba\u015flay\u0131p baharla bitirirlerdi. O nedenle ki divan \u015fiiri ba\u015ftan sona bir bahar \u015fiiri olmu\u015f, a\u015fklar ise adeta hep baharlar \u00fclke\u00adsinde ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131: \u201cEsdi nesimi nevbahar, a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 g\u00fcller s\u00fcbh-dem<\/em>\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n

Derken aradan y\u0131llar ve y\u0131llar ge\u00e7er… \u015ea\u015fars\u0131n\u0131z da uyan\u0131verirsiniz sanki o tatl\u0131 r\u00fcyadan. Art\u0131k, ne o \u00e7ocuklu\u011funuzun ge\u00e7ti\u011fi sokaklardaki k\u00f6\u015fkler ve bah\u00e7eleri vard\u0131r ortada, ne de o k\u00f6\u015fkler aras\u0131nda arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131zla birlikte \u00fczerlerinde yuvarland\u0131n\u0131z bo\u015f arsalar. Ne \u00c7aml\u0131ca\u2019da yarin sa\u00e7lar\u0131na yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z papatyalarla ta\u00e7 yapraklar\u0131 vard\u0131r ortada, ne de o romantizm. Yahya Kemal\u2019in\u00a0 \u201cErenk\u00f6y\u00fcn\u2019de Bahar\u201d\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinden nice kavak yelleri esmi\u015ftir de, ne o yerler kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r etrafta, ne de o romantizm… O baharla yemye\u015fil \u00f6rt\u00fclere b\u00fcr\u00fcnen arsalara ne olmu\u015ftur? Ya da nerededir o k\u00f6\u015fklerle dolu Ba\u011fdat Caddem?..<\/p>\n

Kalam\u0131\u015f K\u00f6hne\u2019de, Orhan\u2019da k\u0131r sandalyeleri midir yak\u0131l\u0131p at\u0131lan? Bir alemi ab eyledi\u011fimiz koylarda sandallar m\u0131d\u0131r batan? Kurba\u011fal\u0131dere\u2019nin kurba\u011falar\u0131 m\u0131d\u0131r terk-i diyar eyleyen? I\u015f\u0131klar alt\u0131ndaki Bo\u011faz\u2019\u0131n\u0131 seyre doyamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00c7aml\u0131ca\u2019n\u0131n tepeleri midir t\u00fckenen? Yoksa Belv\u00fc\u2019de, Julianos\u2019ta, Suadiye Re\u015fat\u2019ta danslara doyamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o pistlerimiz midir \u00e7\u00f6ken?<\/p>\n

Her \u015fey zamana ba\u011fl\u0131 olarak tabii ki kabuk de\u011fi\u015ftirecektir ve de tabii ki de\u011fi\u015fim ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmazd\u0131r\u2026 Ama sanki her \u015fey \u00f6ylesine bir garip kabuk de\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015ftir ki; g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler, insanlar, ya\u015famlar… Haydi gel de ayak uydur\u2026 Ne var ki; yine de tutkular\u0131n\u0131z, de\u011fer yarg\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131z, \u00f6zlemleriniz hi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fmemi\u015f ve belli ki hi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fmeyecektir…\u00a0 Zaten bilirsiniz ki; sizi de ya\u015fama ba\u011flayan budur\u2026 Haa,\u00a0 sahi siz, yazl\u0131k Budak Sinemas\u0131\u2019nda oynam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 hani,\u00a0 \u201cVadim O Kadar Ye\u015fildi ki\u201d\u00a0 filmini seyretmi\u015f miydiniz?\u00a0 Seyredemediyseniz yaz\u0131k\u2026 \u00dczg\u00fcn\u00fcm ama ge\u00e7 kald\u0131n\u0131z\u2026<\/p>\n

Ne diyelim; nice; yeni \u201cNevbahar\u201dlara ey Kad\u0131k\u00f6y\u2026 Nice; yeni a\u00e7acak g\u00fczel duygulara ey dostlar…<\/p>\n

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KURBA\u011eALIDERE\u2019DE BAHAR… Nisan\/1957 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

(Foto\u011fraf: Sami G\u00fcner \/ R. Serta\u00e7 Kayserilio\u011flu Ar\u015fivi)<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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